why?

well... first day i woke up, the computer was turned on. second day i woke up, computer was turned on. i know for a fact that it was off when i went to sleep and during the night. that was prob me sleepwalking due to sleep deprivation, yeah.

but the second day i also noticed my flash drive (which is ALWAYS in one of two places. NEVER anywhere else) was gone. the flash drive has files on it important to me and i use it quite alot.

just then, i noticed something.

i have a necklace that i hang on my computer desk. it means quite alot to me, and i've had it since i can remember. i look at it- or more specifically, the charm- everyday... today i looked at it, and the charm was gone.

i swear it was there this morning. the weird thing is i fell asleep today.

i thought the computer turning-on was logical for me to do when "sleepwalking". the flash drive i was okay to accept- i figured it was a way for me to make myself clean my room, like i've been wanting to do, but have been too tired.

but the charm? i'm seriously kind of freaked out now.

why would i hide things that mean quite a bit to me? what's the incentive there? and where on earth did i put them?

i know it wasn't anyone else, because mum doesnt really come in, and if she did, i'd wake up (i'm a light sleeper). sure, it may have been my brother, but, as i said, i'd wake up. but they don't know that they're important to me.

so it has to be me... right?

*freaks out*

EDIT: okay. after a few weeks of sleep deprivation, i've decided (well, duh) that i've worked myself into an endless cycle of overtiredness and sleeplessness (even though technically i'm sleeping sufficient hours) and have also worked myself into just... hysteria and series of anxiety attacks.

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